I Hate People

So I recently have come to the conclusion that I really do not like people.   It never seems to amaze me that you sincerely can not be authentic these days. You simply can not be honest about your own reality and what is simply playing out before your eyes. There is no such thing as honest communication simply because people have lost all empathy for one another.   And when you state that the facts people would rather stick their heads in the sand to avoid the sad reality of our world today.   Its a sad thing that we can't call a thing a thing anymore because someone's feelings might get hurt or so that they don't have to feel the painful work of growth.   I am sick of people adapting to things that are simply sick, perverse and downright evil.  There is no excuse for condoning a sin period on any level.  

I am so sick of what I am seeing out of this younger generation that disrespect their elders, who actually hold the elixir to an abundant life.  What ever happened to our communities holding  each other accountable for our actions.  It is such an unfortunate thing that is happening now regarding some of our most prominent leaders in the spiritual faith.  It goes to show that too much power would corrupt any man.  What is left when there is no standard of morality any more.   I see a society of very weak minded people who do not have the will power or stamina to stand on what is right.   What I see is that our communities are taking the bait from social media trends and mainstream news convincing us to turn in on one another and destroy our own communities from the inside out.   I do not like what I see because I see what the end game will look like in the end. 

Our communities are supposed to build up and protect the next generation. This whole debate or these spaces that are pitting men and women against each other needs to stop.  The reality of the whole thing is that man and woman has to work together.   Men need religion and a standard code of conduct that holds them accountable to their great responsibility to serve and protect, but to also be humble enough to allow his woman to be his eyes in guiding him in how to protect the community and the most important jewel we call children who are our future. Women are in alignment with the planet earth which is feminine and brings forth life which is why she must be protected at all cost.   Women need to nurture one another and the young women as well instead of fighting over a man.   What has to happen is a strong standard that women need to have for themselves, which comes down to them not accepting crap from men period.  A woman needs to treat her body and soul and spirit as a temple.   She is not a free life time servant for marriage. She offers value, sight and her creativity must be nourished in order to bring the greatest value and strength to her family and community. 

Another thing I see is that our communities are steeped in narcissism, in which most of us are playing a great game of pretend.  Everyone has a full array of masks that they put on for each environment they walk in.   We are figuratively in a huge circus of caricature-ish people who have lived in these masks for so long until they don't have an identity. Its a terrible thing that these mask hide so much pain and torture which is not allowed to be expressed because our society represses us to death.  We are walking around in a blind haze and don't even know that our societies have been reset time and time again and don't even know it because the next generation continues to be  propagandized and indoctrinated with half truths of our history and true identity.   Ask Dane Calloway, he can tell you himself.  What else have we been lied about, but yet we don't even want to question or challenge our history.  Hell we can't even be honest with ourselves.   We don't even want to speak on our own traumas. The crazy part of it all is that we carry a lot of the same wounding but yet are too deeply ashamed to confess it because we have been taught to not care about what happens to each other.  No body wants to be his brothers' keeper.  We have been taught to step on the next nigga to get to the next level but literally destroy the foundation beneath us when we do that. How can we unite and take a stand for anything if we can't even keep it real with one another and nurture each other. This is the role of the mothers of our communities.  We are to build up one another in love because we are the heartbeats in our communities that keep life flowing.   The men should behave as the judicial branch in our communities to enforce the moral standard in fairness, respect and honor.   This is how true Power and Respect is shown in men. But in order for this to happen women have to have standards and respect for themselves first.   I wish that we could go back to a time where a village could raise a child, but as for now we have a long way to go.  

I have come to a realization that I actually enjoy my own company rather than that of others. I know my truth and would rather spend my time on my own learning how to fix me in relation to the world around me... Its just to sick out here and it is not my job to hold myself back for anyone who is content with this sickness around us. I simply refuse to accept and adapt to lunacy.  I will take the ugly truth so that I can figure out how to fix it, heal it and transcend into a world that I can create based on facts and a firm foundation.  I dismiss the notion or thought of building up my beliefs on a house of cards.  Its a shame that there are people who will get mad at you for not participating in their lunacy and will waste your life force just because, if you allow them to do so. Hence is the reason why you can never rely on what someone tells you, but only upon their actions.  A person's repeated actions and pattern of conduct will always reveal their real intent, so you can never be fooled if you are paying attention. However common sense ain't that common these days. People rather enjoy being Sheeple and wonder why they stay stuck.   The most obvious part to me is that there a is a pandemic for the lack of critical thinking these days. It truly terrifies me what the next generation has to work with.   They have less tools than we do as far a being less dependent on this system.  They are working with half the amount of social skills, emotional support and understanding and more.   They are being taught what to think and how to memorize things instead of how to think.   It baffles me that folks do not investigate or truly research and find out facts for themselves.  But I digress, because we are at a crossroads in our society where the divide and conquer agenda has now come fully on board and people are taking a very long time to connect the dots.  

Now is a time of deep reflection and a time of protecting your peace at all costs.   It is now time to began to envision the kind of world that you want to live in and to begin daily by making one new change everyday and adding one new thing to your routine so that you build that muscle to effortlessly design your dream society.  It can look like changing how you communicate to your children.  It can be as simple as being more kind in directing them and giving them grace when they make mistakes.  It can look like removing your mask long enough to be very direct with your needs and removing and evaluating a person's position in your life based off if they add or subtract to your peace of mind.  It can mean working on one aspect of a creative endeavor everyday, twice a week or whatever pace works for you.  But these are realistic ways in which you can build a strong foundation and to change the trajectory of your life and the various people that are impacted by you being a living epistle.  Be the change that you want, and follow your calling and never lose sight of it. The rest will fall into place.